Good to see you....

Yes, I am back after almost a year of debauchery....I am fatter than I've ever been. I weighed 264.4 this morning and I feel so depressed about it on one had and motivated to change on the other. I know its cliche to start a diet at New Year's but I'm doing it anyway....I really need my life to be different, I need more energy - I need to feel different and look different...so here's to 2009....it needs to be different....